Hello Any Interested Mccoys in Martain County----Probably Mildred Number one Gossipper

Hello there All of you in-laws. Sorry you have to gossip behind my back. You should tend to your own business. No I am not sick in any way, just sick of hearing gossip. Your own kids should be enough gossip to keep all of you busy. I am fully hold of my senses.....maybe I just needed to find myself, and someone else was nice enough to listen. I am not talking bad about Tommy. I still love him dearly, but for awhile he has been very distant to me. I am sorry for him and pray for him and all of you that you can accept the things you cannot change.. Not a single one of you are perfect. Mildred, I heard you were trying to hitch your brother up with someone. Well, knowing the way your mind works, I will forgive you, but I am very concerned that you would do such a thing. They all told me not to be mad at you because you are not aware of what you are doing. I will pray for all of you. I have nothing against any of you and never have I done anything to you so please refrain from getting in my business. Look at your own life.....stay out of mine. I am a very good person and have been all of my life, never going out on Tommy, though many times he was very drunk and treated me very mean. I stayed with him all through the years and had respect for him, though sometimes he didn't show me much respect. I am a good mother and grandmother and I have contact with all of my family. Maybe this time in my life, I needed a little care and attention. I tried to be a good wife to Tommy and tried even harder recently to renew our love but he was distant. Also I stood by him through his operation. The only reason I kept all of you away for awhile was because Tommy told me to do this earlier. He did not want you all to see him in that condition...so quit saying I was wrong. I had a right to respect his wishes. All turned out good, thank the Lord and we have Tommy back to the norm. I am not mad at anybody and I am not crazy so I would appreciate if you all will lay off...afterall I do not do anything to any of you...OK.......I got to go now as I have dinner on.. take care all of you in-laws..and remember to keep Jesus in your life as I do.

Let Me Explain Again

No, Paul is not an alcoholic Robin...and he has never done drugs or been in a drug rehab. as some others have...thank goodness. I do not like to pass judgement on anyone so be careful what you say about others. The only thing Paul is guilty of is being nice to me and caring. I will have you know that I have never drank and never will and everyone here respects that.

I AM NOT TOO CRAZEE!!!!!!

Hello there my readers-sorry I have been gone so long. I am presently in New York City. Do y'all believe this? Well it is true and I can hardly believe it myself. I met a good friend whom invited me here. He is an outstanding guy who treats me with all respect and is a lot of fun. He is proud to take me whereever he goes and I have also made a few good friends. I attended a conference at the Desmond Hotel in Troy N.Y....also a banquet at the American Legion Post in Rennselaer. We had a great time and took several pics. My friend is a good man who is in the Army and while I was fast asleep in my bed he was protecting my country for my family and me. He has paid a price to keep our country safe. I thank him for that. He is caring and thoughtful and we enjoy cooking, traveling, just being together talking, and we like some of the same things, as playing scrabble on line and Wheel of Fortune and Jeopardy. Occasionally he has a beer at the posts, but he is very nice and very sweet to me and he knows when to stop. However, I like him serenading me at the jukebox when he is a lil tipsy. I have fun watching others have fun because I remain a non-drinker and have an H/2/O...on the rocks. I drive him home to get a lil feel of the wheel since his Jeep is a stick shift and I am learning to drive it. I realize I have baffled a lot of family and friends. Believe me! I did not do this to hurt any of them. I just felt it was time for me to get away....and this just happened to two people whom felt the same way about their life. Paul says the same things I do about this relationship-it was the fact that we clicked-somehow..Maybe we were both going thru something at that time. Anyway I miss my family and they miss me too. I pray for all of us to accept this, as I have not been depressed a single day up here. Paul goes with me to my counselor, whom I thought I could talk to thru all of this. We talk about things that involve us, and I sometimes do feel guilty for leaving without any notice, and not kissing my son/grandson. I have raised him good and he knows I love him dearly. I hope he will forgive me. I hope to be with him sometime soon though he is mad at me/I understand why . I have gained a handsome grandson recently, and Gina and I talk everyday . Wish I could have been there for his birth, but the lil rascal came early. He is so precious and I can't wait to hold him. Paul has talked to my daughters, except for Becky. He has not talked to David. I know David is mad at me and I understand why, but he knows I love him and Crystal and Robin and all the grandchildren. I am at the College that Paul attends today and I am on his laptop while he studies. Well, when we leave, I think Paul is taking me to the maul...he is always amazing me with new places to go and places to eat. When we cook, I try his food and then he tries mine.....sometimes we do not always agree, but thAT IS OK. Have I bored you? Hope you will understand what is going on and will forgive me for leaving Pikeville, which was a very strange thing to do, I know. But let this be a lesson learned, anything is possible in this life. Paul and I are good friends and we take this day by day. I do know he cares for me and before this, I never got a hug or kiss or a thank you....I was very lonely at home and tried to make things better with me and Tommy..I am so sorry this happened but it was meant to be, and Paul is not responsible for me leaving. He was only wanting to have me with him and to show me someone cares. Through all of this, I ask for strength and forgiveness. I will write again soon. Please take care all. Remember to keep Jesus in your heart. I keep him near me every moment.